MIA

Hope everyone has had a great week so far. I'm really excited to head to San Francisco this Thursday evening for my next shoot. So far I know I'm shooting two scenes, one with Jessie Balboa and one with Kain Warn. I was lucky enough to pick both scene partners for this shoot, so I'm positive that the chemistry will be off the charts.

Anyways, I wanted to really quick respond to a few comments I've received on my blog regarding the recent infrequency of updates.

Here's the deal guys. As many of you are aware that in addition to being RJ Danvers, I'm also a full time student in my fourth year of undergraduate studies who has got A LOT of commitments and responsibilities on his plate. When I first started writing this blog, I managed to devote a vast amount of time and energy to it because I had a lot of time and energy to devote . . . the thing is, I just don't anymore.

The last thing I want to do is retire this blog, because I love it more than you guys know. I more or less owe my entire career to it: this is how I got my name out there and how I connected with the fans who still support me today. But throughout the last year I've encountered some of the most difficult personal issues I've ever had to deal with, including going through one of the hardest break ups imaginable, serious issues with my family, switching where I call "home" about a dozen times . . . and the list goes on and on.

The point is, I do what I can to update and give you guys a little glimpse into my head now and then . . . but a lot of times, there isn't much going on that I want to write about, so I post pictures and things like that to keep some kind of momentum going. I know I don't need to explain myself, but I'm hoping this will put to rest any more criticism people plan to throw my way.

I'm trying, guys. Bear with me. I'll update when I can. I don't want to write this blog because I feel pressured to do so . . . I want to write it because it's fun!

xoxoxo