Hey guys!
So what has proven to be one of the most insane two and half weeks of my life has come to an end! Despite all the fun I've had the last few weeks, I've got to admit . . . I am so excited to finally sleep in my own bed for more than one night!
My crazy schedule started with what proved to be amazing photo shoot with photographer
Murray Grondin, followed quickly by
Gay Days in
Orlando, FL. After that came
Pittsburgh, PA, for
Pride and my appearance with
Nick Capra at
Splash / The Rentboy Pool Party. After leaving
Pennsylvania for
Michigan, I made my first live appearance in my hometown at the
Detroit Eagle. With one day to do laundry, I was back on a plane headed for
San Francisco, CA, to film "
The Trap" with
Ricky Sinz and
Conner Habib . . . and as if that wasn't enough, I also ended up filming my first fisting scene while in CA with
Junior Stellano!
:: catches breath, checks to make sure head hasn't spun off ::
It's been a super busy couple of weeks for me recently, but looking back I can say that it's been exactly what I needed right now. You guys are aware that I've been going through a rough time recently, dealing with my first real "break-up" and everything that entails . . . and it has not been easy :-(
Despite all of that, I think that getting back to work and being on the go has really helped get my mind back in the game and off of the distractions that have been holding me back. I realized that life is too short, and I can't keep dwelling on the bad shit that's happened in the past, but instead I've got to get excited about the good stuff that's happening right now and move forward!
So on that note, I can't begin to tell you guys how excited I am for my scene with Ricky Sinz and Conner Habib. Conner was not intended to be in the scene initially but was brought in last minute after the original guy cast for the part dropped out. After
Kent Taylor told me about the recast, I basically had to keep myself from cumming on the spot since I've got a huge porn-crush on the little furball :-) He's been someone I've wanted to work with since the day I met him; I think he is absolutely adorable, and he's got such a great grasp and understanding on what it takes to succeed in this industry . . . I have a feeling he is going to go far, and I'm sure everyone will whole-heartedly agree with me after seeing his performance in The Trap!
As it turned out, neither Conner nor I had any real experience with puppy play before this scene, but it didn't matter . . . once the dog masks came on, we both got so into it, playing off of eachother's energy as well as our "master" Ricky Sinz. It was great working with Andrew Rosen and Bruno Bond as director and cameraman, and I'm so glad they were there to guide us through the entire thing. I'm sure it's going to be hot and I can't wait for you guys to see it!
So after I finished filming my scene with Conner and Ricky, Chris Ward and I got to talking about when I was going to be filming my first fisting scene. Back when Chris and I were negotiating my contract, I had told him about some of my apprehensions about getting fisted on camera . . . primarily that I need to feel extremely comfortable with my scene partner. As I'm sure I've mentioned in the past, fisting is something I like to do off camera in my personal life, but it's also something I feel like I need to be really connected with my partner with or it isn't going to work.
After our first scene together, Junior Stellano and I had talked about the possibility of him being the first guy to fist me on camera, and he said was up for it. Luckilly, Junior was also in town also filming his lead role in The Trap, so once we got the OK from Chris, we went ahead and scheduled the scene for Friday morning.
I can't say enough about this guy . . . he's absolutely one of the hottest and most down to earth guys I've met in a long time . . . and
filthy too! The chemistry in our first scene was off the charts and it only gets hotter in our scene from this past week! I was pretty nervous about the scene, but Junior was the perfect scene partner and I had a total blast . . . I can't wait for you guys to check it out.
Once I was done filming my scene with Junior, I was able to relax a little bit and got to spend some time with
Dean Tucker, who recently moved to San Francisco. We ended up hitting
Powerhouse for a quick minute on Friday night, but I was pretty exhausted after working so much and I called it in early. On Saturday I spent the day/night with my friend
Amerifist, who runs the ridiculously hot
Studfist.com . . .
use your imagination, guys :-) If you're into fisting, you definitely need to check out his site, as well as his blog which you can check out by
clicking here.
And then I was off to the airport to head home! I've actually got an appointment for a new set of tattoos this afternoon at 12, so look forward to seeing the new ink here on my blog sometime this week . . . but other than that, I'm going to spend some time reading comic books and giving my ass a much needed break ;-)
Have a great night, guys.
xoxoxo
PS
HUGE THANKS to
Stockroom for supplying all the gear for
The Trap!
So on that note, I can't begin to tell you guys how excited I am for my scene with Ricky Sinz and Conner Habib. Conner was not intended to be in the scene initially but was brought in last minute after the original guy cast for the part dropped out. After Kent Taylor told me about the recast, I basically had to keep myself from cumming on the spot since I've got a huge porn-crush on the little furball :-) He's been someone I've wanted to work with since the day I met him; I think he is absolutely adorable, and he's got such a great grasp and understanding on what it takes to succeed in this industry . . . I have a feeling he is going to go far, and I'm sure everyone will whole-heartedly agree with me after seeing his performance in The Trap!
So after I finished filming my scene with Conner and Ricky, Chris Ward and I got to talking about when I was going to be filming my first fisting scene. Back when Chris and I were negotiating my contract, I had told him about some of my apprehensions about getting fisted on camera . . . primarily that I need to feel extremely comfortable with my scene partner. As I'm sure I've mentioned in the past, fisting is something I like to do off camera in my personal life, but it's also something I feel like I need to be really connected with my partner with or it isn't going to work.
